The only reason I’m so fucked up is because of the fucked up people that fucked me up… ruined me.. fucked me over.. stabbed me in the back.. talked about me.. pretended to be my friend, guys who claimed they cared and they didn’t..  and yet… i stay the nice ass person i am. if you knew me and the situations I’ve been through truly .. you’d wonder how i manage to still be so kind.. i could be mean and and a bitch and everything that people are to me… but think about it.. why would i want to be those people .. be that kind of person they were to me? id never want anyone to experience that, unfortunately i can’t stop it.. but if your my friend or mean something to me best believe that treatment won’t come from me.. and to all you motherfuckers who have hurt me.. I’m still standing you dick heads, yea sure sometimes I’m a little broken and exhausted but you’ve missed out on someone who could have really cared about you … so fuck you all and i hope everything in life works out for you.. honestly.. because i would never want even you to feel what you made me feel.. oh but when you do… ha.